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I’m older— moving much, much slower, an’ as I grow in time, I think about this rhythm… ****** I
use to mop on hands an’ knees which now I cannot do ‘cause getting to the floor, is like sticking me to glue. I use to vacuum everyday to keep the carpets nice— Now, if I get the chance, each month, I vacuum twice. If ever I would see some dust, it almost drove me mad— I’ve learned now to cohabitate, an’ for this, I’m truly glad. I changed the beds, I washed the clothes, my windows were so shiny, but now I’d rather e-mail, an’ sit upon my hinny. I’ve tried to figure why I’ve changed— could it be my age, or is this just my change of life morphing to another stage? I just don’t care about the dirt hiding in a deep, dark place. No one ever sees it, so to me, it’s no disgrace. If things get somehow out of place, or the den is just a mess, I count it all as taking my perfectionistic test. I just don’t want to bother with usual household chores. I want to go out with my friends, an’ never be a bore. Cleaning, dusting, mopping is such a waste of time, especially as the days grow near when God might ring my chime. Life is just too short, I know, to waste a single minute. I can’t be worried ‘bout the mess, instead, I’m living in it! Tamara Hillman ©2009 |